I Wish So Much

I wish so much to express my thoughts and feelings. There are so many of them, they are like a storm of emotions, like a sand storm blowing all around me, stinging, cutting, harsh, cruel, vicious, pulsing, hurtful. Yet the breeze is warm and it smells luminous. It gives me ideas, and reflection. I know it is not possible to count every grain of sand on a beach, but I hope with time I can at least enjoy the feel of them falling through my fingers.