I can get really sad sometimes. When that happens, I just stop caring

about any and every thing.

I dont want to care, I dont want any thing.

I mostly dont want to be here or any where alot of the time.

I live though those times, but it's hard. And it's

sad.

Yea so I can think Happy sometimes.

Sometime.

I could just be laughting at myself.

Witch is not really a bad thing if you

think about it.

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Face White

I need a picture of me up, so here it is.

So Hot!

I Wish So Much

I wish so much to express my thoughts and feelings. There are so many of them, they are like a storm of emotions, like a sand storm blowing all around me, stinging, cutting, harsh, cruel, vicious, pulsing, hurtful. Yet the breeze is warm and it smells luminous. It gives me ideas, and reflection. I know it is not possible to count every grain of sand on a beach, but I hope with time I can at least enjoy the feel of them falling through my fingers.